Well today is Wednesday as the time stamp says. I started my day by waking up after my wonderful six hours of sleep. After eating and getting ready I headed off to math to take a test. Unfortunately I wasn't concentrating as much as I usually do on math tests so I don't believe I did as well. The good thing is, if I did poorly on the test I will have the opportunity to make it up after my final.
Following my math test I returned to room to change for my lesson and then I headed over to the music building. Today my lesson went pretty well. At least better than last week. I definitely felt more prepared partly because I spent much more time practicing. My teacher gave me some encouraging words and also some good constructive criticism. I was pleased. After that I headed back to my residence hall for piano class. Piano was somewhat boring today but I aced my quiz so that was a plus. Around lunchtime I went with Aloysius, Amanda, and Nik to the fine arts building to buy tickets for the opera this weekend.
Since Monday was my brother's 21st birthday I took him out to lunch. We went to one of the best places in Tallahassee, The Loop. I ordered my usual, pepperoni pizza with a Cherry Coke. No Amanda Cherry Coke isn't better than Pepsi or Mountain Dew Code Red. We talked about my brother's trip to Pittsburgh this past weekend and also discussed future plans, etc. Sometime in the future I think my brother and I are going to take a day trip or weekend trip down to Orlando to see my aunt and uncle and also hit up the Virgin Mega Store and maybe Disney.
Because I only slept for 6 hours last night I returned to my room and took a nap. What was supposed to be a 1 hour nap turned into a 3 hour nap. Not that I'm complaining. Next came my laundry. The downside of living in a dorm is that washing your clothes can be so much more expensive. This is especially true if you don't have other family members to combine loads with. After spending two hours doing laundry I returned to my room and ate dinner. Macaroni and cheese and a brownie. Also chocolate milk to compliment my chocolate appetite. At 7:45 I headed off with Aloysius and Nik for journey group.
At journey group we discussed the 4th chapter in Matt Redman's book, "Blessed Be Your Name." The 4th chapter talks about our need as Christians to give thanks to God and return the praise to Him. The opening paragraph in the chapter puts it well when it says, "we can be quick to question God when things go wrong for us, but slow to honor Him when things go well." We as Christians must learn to discipline ourselves so we can thank God in all the blessings he pours upon us. Just like someone who is trying to smoke you cannot immediately quit. You must gradually smoke less each day and eventually stop. In the opposite fashion we cannot immediately be thankful for all the blessings bestowed upon us. I am not saying though that it is possible be thankful for every blessing that God has given us. That is something that would be impossible to accomplish.
Later in the chapter Matt and his wife discuss how we are a, "generation of takers." I too often have fallen in this category. Each of us in the group cited examples of how our society is all about ME and not about Him. Our society is driven by our pleasures, desires, and demands. All too often the Church falls into some of these categories. I was reminded of this last Sunday at church. A video called, "Me Church" was played showing many of the demands put on the church in today's society. As many people around me sat laughing it occurred to me that we all have acted like this at least once in our lives. Here's the link to watch the video:
http://www.ignitermedia.com/mechurch.asp.
Another section of the chapter discusses how intricate our bodies are. Just thinking about how complex my body is amazes me. After reading these few paragraphs I wonder how anyone could possibly attitribute creation to simply a coincidence and a very big one at that. How could humans possibly evolve from monkeys? How did everything in the universe come from ONE supernova?
Another aspect of the chapter discusses how everything in our lives is intricately weaved together by God working for the best. I am AMAZED by the amount of blessings He has poured on me. It would take me a lifetime to list the blessings in my life so I won't even begin.
Overall I think this chapter had a more profound effect on me then even the last. As I was writing this post I was listening to some of my favorite worship songs. One of the songs that I was listening to I believe is more powerful to me than "Blessed Be Your Name." A few weeks ago Amanda asked me if there were one artist I had to listen to the rest of my life, who would it be. Well it occurred to me I could not choose one artist to listen to for the rest of my life but I realized just now there is one song I could listen to for the rest of my life. I think this song goes right along with this book.
When peace like a river attendeth my way
When sorrows like sea billows roll
Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say
It is well, it is well with my soul
Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come
Let this best assurance control
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate
And he hat shed His own blood for my soul
It is well, with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul
It is well with my soul
When all life's about to lose control
It is well, it is well with my soul
My sin, oh the bliss of this glorious thought
My sin not in part, but the whole
Is nailed to the cross and I bear it no more
Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord O my soul!
And Lord, Haste the day when my faith shall be sight
The clouds be rolled back like a scroll
The trumpets shall resound, and the Lord shall descend
Praise the Lord, it is well with my soul!
I think the words speak for themselves.